Lazy Fool (freeverse)

everyday monotony grips 

cant breath 

i can but i don't want too 

i don't want to be here

this is not me

i cant be here 

but it is what i've chosen

but not truly my choice

but it happened so fast 

it has been done 

now i am here

and i feel possibly the worst feeling i've ever felt

it comes as feeling then reasoning gives it meaning

it is hopelessness

and its gotten a hold of me 

how did i lose hope?

it wasn't my choice 

it was forced on me to lose 

but who forced it?

the worst pain strikes 

it was me 

in ignorance  

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sonnychasm

Literature, art, science, travel. Writing fiction, non-fiction, poetry. Always wrestling with language.

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